We Will Miss These....

Happy Times....

Never Knew that my hp can take picture like this. So we tried it out.... It's called panorama. Combine 3 shots in one slides. Cool huh? Haha...

McD Moment

I think with CCS showing off his body line we could win McD moment if there is a such contest~!

Time: 4.05
Weather : Raining, Cold
Location: Serdang McD
Camera :SE V600i

**One more month to go.....

The CAT

What are they DOING?

SAVING THE CAT

The CAT OPS, Code name : Black N White

Dun get it wrong, they are not there taking drug....

Saving in Process

Cyberia Still got these 2 good man. Last good man.

**I cant reveal their faces to you all, cos it;s highly private and confidential(aka superman/spiderman/watever man.... must hide identity)
**If you guys intrested with these two guys, please let me know.

发烧

爱发了烧
承诺还没过期就失效
过去一却的好
你我都不会忘掉
那勉强的笑
不需要品尝都能明了
就像咖啡的味道
没糖一整个苦到脚

想起你我睡不着

oh FYP.... u make me SICK~!

累了

这世界好复杂，我说不出话。 这一却都很累，我真的好累。 脑海里只有一个，那就是 - WHY。
身边有太多的问题心里却没有那么多的答案。不理解，看不透！我要大声的哭泣！ 但是，就连哭也要勇气。为何就没人告诉我没关系。 告诉我没关系....

A Song Each Day

Every time when i thinking of you
I just don't know what to do
Tange myself when i dreaming of you
Making sure that you can love me too
How it slips away all my happy days

Though i meet the clue when i feeling blue
Just to show you that i'm proved with you
I never want it to

How can love so beautiful yet it slips away
When i get to the place i swear i'll write you a song each and everyday
Oh~ gotta missing you who's driving me so insane
Standing on the lonely pouring rain
Can't explain I can't explain all the pain

发生

最近，好烦！FYP 没动，assignment 没做。等死了吧！没心情。没mood。 别人说，一个男人sad的原因有三个。一）爱 二）钱 三）事业。一）爱，好复杂！有时候真的觉得自己别谈恋爱了。觉得我不适合。我不会。 上错车，下错楼。我想要的是肯定。但那有事情是肯定的？我有个想法。一个东西如果是不能达到我理想的。那我干脆不要了。可是，很多时候就是有人会说。世界上的每一样东西都不是十全十美。还有什么....不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有。 我想了又想，真想不通! 这是什么道理。可笑！拥有了就算了吗？那又何必？好无聊。最近开始觉得，我是个badboy。越来越不像我自己了。好模糊。我好乱。二）钱，还好吧。都有做一些parttime的工作。So...没有问题。三）事业， 这个就有点可怕了。不知道我要做什么！嗨~~想过去申请SIA。 新加坡也不错，high pay 嘛。但离家就远了。离朋友也远了。离她也远了。

生活= 嗨~~~~

不爱了

拥抱 才发现自己真的受伤了
我只能不断恨自己没有办法留住你
他们都在背後笑我对爱没天份 笑我笨
多想告诉你你是我的宝贝
可惜我我不是他

再见 才发现自己再也不适合
我的心一直温习说服自己鼓起勇气
说寂寞说心痛说脆弱忘记爱过
今天雨天我终于失去了你
我们和平分开了

想告诉你却无能为力
想十指紧扣却放开手
我还是不懂谈恋爱
也许只有你明白

拥抱 - 五月天
恨自己 - 钟盛忠
笑我笨 - 曹格
宝贝 - 杜德伟
我不是他 - 林宇中
再见 - 张震岳
勇气 - 光良
忘记爱过 - 张栋梁
我终于失去了你 - 赵传
和平分开了 - 陈威全
无能为力 - 张敬轩
十指紧扣 - 张智霖
我还是不懂 - 黄丽玲（alin)
明白 - Wing 乐之翼

坏男孩

也许我是个坏男孩
不学乖
就stop all折怪
我怎么学乖

我就喜欢刺激
say goodbye to 所有无奈
放进口袋收起来
不要生活空空空白

我就是个坏男孩
野性难改
学不了，乖
乖？好不自在
来来来和我比赛
看看谁比较厉害!


别叫我学乖,乖好怪!
GO!GO!GO! 来学坏! 生活的精彩就因为坏
坏我就想坏,学不会乖!我是坏男孩!

She - 她

我望着你的 eyes
感觉 alive again
但当你 say goodbye
I just die again
我的 restlessness begins
冷风吹散云
我感觉 tired again
一却都在变
有些事 remains the same

她是我唯一的爱
但她现在已经走远
She's 是我 唯一的感觉
Will i Ever love again....

世界变黑暗
这感觉is still
别take away my soul
..................................
当我的 loneliness begins
已不再看见
我感觉 tired again
一却都在变
有些事 remains the same

She - 她

我望着你的 eyes
感觉 alive again
但当你 say goodbye
I just die again
我的 restlessness begins
冷风吹散云
我感觉 tired again
一却都在变
有些事 remains the same

to be CONTINUE......

F.E.A.R

The GIRL[super girl]

Teh Peng bring the F.E.A.R dvd in. Wow~~~ good game. Got good reviews among many game review website. Well... installed and play this game... and this girl is very geng one. She do not need to move but in a blink of eyes... all dies.

Never move but she kills

Man... this game is scary... there ar times where i need to go through some kinda terowong la... where i cant move left or right one... and out of sudden~! This girl pop out right infront of me~![crawling exactly like some jap movie...] Shit~~~ What else? I blast my gun la... But this girl never meant to die one la.... just come out and sked ppl. There are other time where this girl opo out again and again.... really scary, plus the background music and each step ur take if u hit any object it will produce sound.. and even heartbeat... haha!

The Invisible MAN

And this is another creature.... invisible one.. attack me using crawl. Mayb he got buy the DOTA item. fast attacking...

Invisible no more

Hehe.... here.. u can see lor.. this guy never carry any gun also... yeng... 1st time saw it. it craw out of the ceiling one.... haha.... This game have lots of un-expected moment. And... do i fight alone in this game? Certainly not... i have team mates actually... but they are too noob d. Everytime.. come out not even a few minutes... all die d. stupid... might as well i kill them.. cos they endanger my LIFE~!

The Stupid Team Mate

Oh yeah... see them so yeng.. but die like noob. Well... i'm hero afterall... i killed not less than 1000 clon soldier... oh ya.. clon soldier.. this story is about super-natural stuf la...

The H.E.R.O

Hero? i'm ma the hero lor.... One man Kill them all. Save the world~~~ YEEEHA~! Ang Ge LEr.... Ang Ge Ler~~~ And the game ending is SO LAME....[taken from "i'm not stupid too"]

My LINE - LINE7

LINE - 7 [Feel The Diffrence]

Oh... Futsal again...[This is what i have in mind everytime we have futsal match]
Well... looking at my old Nike total 90. It's in terrible shape. Time to get new shoes.. see the S? Yeah~! I bought 2 in one shot~! Muahaha.... How many pairs i have d? Erm.... around 7 pairs d~! Muahaha.... Still thinking to get the Hush Puppies Casual wear shoe. NICE~! and of course... the $$ as well... Lets get on to my NEW SHOES then. (erm... my skill in taking photo just getting "better")

Line-7 Casual Wear

Bought this mainly because i have never got this kinda shoe before. This is my 1st of it's type. saw many people wearing it now a day. Just got it, abit late huh? Muhahahaha..... Anyway, I'm Lovin' IT~! [Exam soon.... scary]

Line-7 [Futsal]

So this is my new futsal shoe. I guess i will be scoring lots of goals from now on. Cozz... Line-7 moto is Feel The Diffrence. So guys... feel my diffrence. [Does that means i score very few goals last time around ar?] Saw this shoe quite a time ago. Simple and nice. Just like my old Total 90. Almost the same line cutting. Just suits me nicely. Yeah~~~ GO~! GO~! GO~! Ale ALE ALE~! Here We go~ ...[Old world cup song...gosh~!... i still remember](ignore the milo bhind k?)

Picture Taken with Sharp 902sh [2.0MP 2x Optical zoom]

LOVE is EASY?

Love Aint..

Well... these few days have been very hot. There weather is hot... the tempo is hot. FYP is HOT. Kinda headache when tot of those stuff. Out of all these... at least i have something to cheer of, next week 8/3 i will be performing~! Yea~~ Hopefully there will be lots of people...
U-nite is near... everyone is going.. FInal year ma.. me too.. but.. somehow i'm undecided.. to GO or NOT TO GO, DEAR GOD....
FYP, assignment and study is drowning me... yet~! i still have time to play games~! GOSH~! Somebody please come here and wake me up... SLAP me~~~ argh~~~
Opsss... my title aint suit what i'm blubbling here huh? haha... :P DUN CARE~!

我们的爱

我们的爱

你走过来
带着温爱
是你让我明白
真爱还存在
它就在门口等待

我醒过来
你就在胸怀
这一刻真的存在
一切那么实在
这就是我们的爱


我们的爱
一定会有未来
要相信爱
不要放开别停下来
我们的爱
不会是个意外
要相信爱
不愿放开不愿停下来


这首歌是写给她，特别的她。
6/8 TIL 6/1

開心和悲傷的選擇

如果你
開心和悲傷
的時候，
首先想到的，
都是同一個人，那就最完美。
如果你
開心的時候
和悲傷的時候，
首先想到的，
不是同一個人，
我勸你應該選擇
你想和她共度悲傷時刻的那一個。
人生本來是苦多於樂.你的開心，
有太多人可以和你分享，不一定要是情人，
如果日子過得快樂,自己一人也很好，
悲傷，
卻不是很多人可以和你分擔。
你願意把悲傷告訴他，
他才是你最想親近和珍惜的人。

爱谁明了

爱谁明了
---------

云在走雨在飘
悲伤在风中笑
突然的泪在掉
躲起来不让人知道

就说爱好不好
就当作是讨好
让爱你的我开心多一秒

你在他怀抱微笑
过往的爱和快乐不再需要
这个世界怎么爱我买不到
爱情变成一种玩笑
如果诺言从此不再重要
再也什么值得去骄傲
所有承诺随风烧
爱已经停止心跳
只有眼泪才知道
爱谁明了

12/2005 6.15pm

幸福

幸福不一定要是要非常大的幸福，小小的幸福也是一种幸福。人们丰衣足食也是一种幸福，不一定要大鱼大肉。 Eg: 滿足是因人而異的東西，羊認為每天都有吃不完的草就叫做滿足，但獅子可不這麼認為。」 (Quoted from JHT’s novel, <亦恕与珂雪>) Haha !


等待是幸福的，为什么呢？
-对某件事有所期待，才会等待
-等待时期的期待，是一种渴望、愿望
-如果没有期待，就不会等待，所以等待是positive的，有期望的。或者可将“等待”定义为中性的，绝不是“空”等待，不只是坐以待毙而已。

等待是痛苦的
-如果感觉痛苦的话，那是因为期待到的结果不能令人满意，才会痛苦，而不是因为等待而直接带来的痛苦 (痛苦的根源是不能令人满意的结果，而不是等待带来的)
-你等待的时候，根本不会知道结果会是怎样；所以等待不会直接带来痛苦。如果等待是痛苦的话，人们就不会去等待了。
-另一个痛苦的根源是因为不满足，而不是源自于等待

生活 n 爱

有时候,
生活不停的改变节奏
有时侯,
生活不断在原地旋转

因为有爱，所以你我紧紧相守。
因为没有爱，所以你我变成一个守，一个逃，或者各奔东西。

爱是双方面的付出，
无论哪一方没了爱意，
哪这段感情已没价值可言，
放手会是最好的结局。

What WE want

We seems to get lost often. Or it's only me? When imagination have no limit. When the world is filled with uncertainty. People tend to get worry, tend to get panic. Sometimes, we find ourself chasing something we are not meant to have. Sometimes, we found ourself lost in a journey that we have planned so well at the beginning. In the other time, we just felt so lazy so tired to carry on what we have wanted the most. I'm all alone in the room, when i'm working on this post. Most porbably the mood and the enviroment plus the air that i breath is the air of loneliness. Perhaps, thats what make me write something, something so weird. I just got a weird feeling. Not feeling real happy nor sad. Real excited nor moody. I jst felt so SILENCE. Music wont heal me, ryhtm cant cure me, even angel cant revive me. That's how deep a scorpio goes when it gets moody. I run a test on the internet previous day. Well, it does says that, sorpio is moody. It gets extreamly deep most of the time that he need somebody to take him up. That somebody must have the speacial kind of power to do that. Who is that i WONDER....

The four months of industrial training is over. The search for a real freedom is ON. I started to think... to think of what shud i do after i gradute. At the moment, something jst click but others dint. Why is it life so complicated? That is the question that i asked everytime i went into the cave.


i dun feel like writing anymore... i jst wan to lay down... thinking nothing..

Girl and Flowers

Girls are like flowers,
You plant her with determination and care,
You fertilize her with all nutrient,
BUT
If u fertilize her with too much nutrient..
She will dry out..

Girls are like flowers,
When u see wild grass around her..
You will pull all of them,
But
By pulling out those grass,
Insect eat her away..

Girls are like flowers,
When u care too much of her,
You wont have time for ur others..
Those plant will be lost.

Girls are like flowers,
They need water..
If u forgot to water them,
They fade away....

If u manage to have the most beautiful flower,
You will loose a forrest..

but

having a flower will fill ur life with rainbows...
for-ever.

Girl And Flowers