What WE want

We seems to get lost often. Or it's only me? When imagination have no limit. When the world is filled with uncertainty. People tend to get worry, tend to get panic. Sometimes, we find ourself chasing something we are not meant to have. Sometimes, we found ourself lost in a journey that we have planned so well at the beginning. In the other time, we just felt so lazy so tired to carry on what we have wanted the most. I'm all alone in the room, when i'm working on this post. Most porbably the mood and the enviroment plus the air that i breath is the air of loneliness. Perhaps, thats what make me write something, something so weird. I just got a weird feeling. Not feeling real happy nor sad. Real excited nor moody. I jst felt so SILENCE. Music wont heal me, ryhtm cant cure me, even angel cant revive me. That's how deep a scorpio goes when it gets moody. I run a test on the internet previous day. Well, it does says that, sorpio is moody. It gets extreamly deep most of the time that he need somebody to take him up. That somebody must have the speacial kind of power to do that. Who is that i WONDER....

The four months of industrial training is over. The search for a real freedom is ON. I started to think... to think of what shud i do after i gradute. At the moment, something jst click but others dint. Why is it life so complicated? That is the question that i asked everytime i went into the cave.


i dun feel like writing anymore... i jst wan to lay down... thinking nothing..