Merdeka - What it means to you?
As we celebrate yet another year of our independence, i started asking myself, is life really as good as it is depicted in some MERDEKA ads? Those TNB? Telekom? argh~~ That's only one little corner in a dark room. It was so touching, so nice, but it never oversee the real thing behind.
FREE.FREEDOME. Are we really free in the sense of the word or is freedome measured with a diffrent yard-stick for some of us? Understand what i'm trying to say here? Hope some of you does...What i'm saying here is the freedome reflected on our daily life, even now when i'm writing this? Our job application, university? Study loans, the list wont come to an end~! Have your thought.
Somebody tells me there is an unwritten rule, more of a convention, that principlas of schools have to be bumiputras. that really shock hell of me. That day, at alamnda when i was promoting ENSURE(a nutrition drink). An businessman come over and ask me why the prices on the good in carefour are so much expensive compare to those in grocery store? How
could this happend, he said. As we talk and chat, he ask me to see ppl around me. Who are they? If last time around. Those who when shopping in big shopping complex is mostly chinese and indians... but now. Well? Why? Since when? This shows that NOW, they have the power to spend. How and why they have the power? Who gave them? Form where? Are they "earning" it at the same sense of how the others does? Think of it. Slowly they are gaining edge. But some of us just dont care bout it so much.
Althought there is no such thing in your DAILY BUKU PANDUAN, overzealous pen-pusher who have been told to ensure quota is filled, have mroe or less closed the door to non-bumiputras to progress in the
public education sector. What kinda of "usahawan", this program and that program priority to "them" only. As you can see, many of us only get promoted just before we retire. I was somehow like a parting gift. For example, in education sector. Some teacher with the leadership of a headmaster ended up tailing at the end til he/she is around 55 years old... and yeah~~~ celeration.. ur now promoted to headmaster.... GOSH~! I saw this phenomena happend often my and i see them with own eyes... or hear them with my pair ears.
The last thing minority groups expect after ousting the british is to be govenred with a diffrent set of rules. We expect for a better "deal" a better life. I know, we are improving. But we are still no where. We are still "conquered". We are still in a "cagE" just that it's a little bigger. Doesn't that sound.... erm... u might just think that "Well, i'm merdeka afterall".
Merdeka is not just about waving the flag and singing NEGARAKU, while standing attention. Its not that. Who does know why you do that? Who does know the meaning behind all these doings? Go out now and ask... Ini hari kebangsaan keberapa cik? "Er... ke 50~!" .... and that's the time u take a look his car and u saw... damn lots of flag~! You find yourself slapping you forehead then. Patriotism is not about flying the country;s largest flag~! It's about doing your best in your birth-place, being apart of your nation progress. It's about taking care what happends around you...
To be truly free, to be turly merdeka, we also need to be free from all forms of oppression. Merdeka is when meritocracy is UPHELD and only the best are allotted top jobs(proton), contracts(Klang's fly over
collapse), scholarships(everywhere) and even a place in the national football team(finger count my own "ppl"). We cant let the hand-to-mouth LIFE continues. It's not the way~!
Well.....It is only when we practise fairness and equality will we be able to enjoy FREEDOM. Hence our nation will be free of the constraints that hinder progress.
Selamat Hari Merdeka ke-48
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As we celebrate yet another year of our independence, i started asking myself, is life really as good as it is depicted in some MERDEKA ads? Those TNB? Telekom? argh~~ That's only one little corner in a dark room. It was so touching, so nice, but it never oversee the real thing behind.
could this happend, he said. As we talk and chat, he ask me to see ppl around me. Who are they? If last time around. Those who when shopping in big shopping complex is mostly chinese and indians... but now. Well? Why? Since when? This shows that NOW, they have the power to spend. How and why they have the power? Who gave them? Form where? Are they "earning" it at the same sense of how the others does? Think of it. Slowly they are gaining edge. But some of us just dont care bout it so much.
public education sector. What kinda of "usahawan", this program and that program priority to "them" only. As you can see, many of us only get promoted just before we retire. I was somehow like a parting gift. For example, in education sector. Some teacher with the leadership of a headmaster ended up tailing at the end til he/she is around 55 years old... and yeah~~~ celeration.. ur now promoted to headmaster.... GOSH~! I saw this phenomena happend often my and i see them with own eyes... or hear them with my pair ears.
collapse), scholarships(everywhere) and even a place in the national football team(finger count my own "ppl"). We cant let the hand-to-mouth LIFE continues. It's not the way~!
Love is a journey....Love is seasonal. You believe it or not? Or would you agree after reading these? I have spend some nites... thinking of this. Well, love does have season. At least from my point of view. Just for example, In srping..everything seems to be so relax and so easy. but in summer it;s hard work. In autumn you may feel very generous and fulfilled, but again on winter u feel lonely and emptiness starting to fill you up without any reason. What u have been trying to work on spring to carry on over summer is easily forgotten. The love u fall is so easily lost in winter.In the summer of love, when things get difficult and you are not getting the love you need, quite suddenly you may forget everything you have. When everything seem to be turning against you... you just feel like giving up and stop trying ang giving... in the same time stop recieving. In an instance, it's all gone. You may start asking yourself the WORD ---WHY. Why is this happening and why everything seems to be so wrong so bad when the last few seconds everything was to beautiful and loving? This is a time in relationships when we experience our own unresolved pain or our shadow self. What u can see is... DARKNESS. Besides the region of the shadow was so bright... that is when u start thinking... other ppl's relationship was wonders... but why...mine... it's really.. sad.
partner to be always loving... always giving.. always be the "leader" the "guide" in the journey. Along the way, they might get tired and need your guide as well. SO? Do guide them. To be together it actually requires alot of learning. And learning is always difficult. It never meant to be easy. The process of learning requires not only hearing and applying but also forgetting and then remembering again. It's about giving and recieving in the same time. But how often do we actally realise this matter? And how many of us actually take thsis route? Remember : Love is not all about giving, but recieving as well.
