Shoutldn't Love You

I shouldn't love you,
but I want to.
can't turn away.
I shouldn't see you,
but I can't move.
can't look away.

And I don't know,
how to be fine when I'm not.
Cause I don't know,
how to make the feeling stop.

This feeling has taken controled of me,
but I can't help it.
I won't sit around,
I can't let him win now.
Thought you should know,
I tried my best to let go of you,
but I don't want too.
I just gotta say it all before I go.
Just so you know.

This emptiness is killing me,
I'm wonderin' why I've waited so long.
Looking back I realize,
it wasn't there anymore


For Someone Who Has So many "thought" 

Empty

Sometimes i left myself thinking if i'm old. Old is a sense of i must start working hard, working for the future in every possible way. I had though so much about tomorrow that i have actually forget how to enjoy the hours i have everyday. My blog's title; Live Life, i doesn't seems to even close to that. Working almost 12 hours per day left me with very little time for me to think of others not to say going out. It will be on dragging myself if i were to do that.

I had not been writing on my blog for about a year now. Recently, i started to read somebody else's blog, one word; Intresting. Somehow, i tell myself that i should give myself a break. Stop worrying too much about tomorrow and enjoy what i can do. I believe i had been doing too little on that. Buried myself with my work is WRONG!

Maybe i should start going out... meet new friends, try out new things. Hang out more... well... where is the people then?